analize this.
ive been dealing with small attatchments, or however thats written, to my unsubcountious dull mind. I tried to make a chik stop smoking, i made it, but again she failed. I tried not like someone cuz i knew the possibility of getting hurt was very high, turns out he did the same. The one i trusted more as possible ''worth it''fucked it all. Some friends move around in circular steps getting bored and drunk as they do so. But in the end, the one i didnt tried to like continues to be one of my bffs and its super cool ;]. The one i tried to make stop smoking cigarrets , well i hope her the best and the guy she likes now who talks to trees, literaly, i told her, yeh i talk to water . She will be this weird...hot friend which u somehow hit urself with randomly, was like u 2 years ago, and u will meet in 2 years from now better with a cup of beer.
JAJAJA some will understand this, some will not.
and the one who ''fucked it all'' fixed it up, and she truly seems to love me so. As i do too.
love is something pretty dandi dont u think ? can be so pretty it blinds u, & that can make it all horrible. i guess its all a weird mathematical variant. and i SUCK at math.
ahhh...this felt good after so long
-cec-